Did absolutely nothing but play Skyrim and lay around. Took a day off.

So it's been a busy day today. Woke up, met my mom to get me some new shoes, then she bought me some pasta salad. Then I went over to get my haircut. Afterwards, I had an hour until my job interview so I wandered around Southwood. When the job interview came, I was a bit nervous, but I think it went okay. Let me just say this is a job I REALLY want, and hope I get. Then I met Heidi at Starbucks, and we played with Jade for a bit. Later on, we went out to eat at a seafood restaurant and had a lot of shrimp. Then came home. That's my day today.

So I got a call today to do a job interview at 2:30. Gives me time to get a haircut and meet mom to get some new shoes. I sound pathetic I know, but I've been unemployed so long that I'm really starting to lose it. I just hope the place I'm interviewing for isn't in direct competition with the last place I worked, cause I don't remember if I signed a non-competition agreement and if I did, then would it apply here? This is starting to worry me.

Also, my friend Eddie talked to the big boss of where he works and thinks he can get me an interview there. I kinda wish I would get the job with Eddie, cause that would be pretty cool.... the two of us working together, and having common bonds again. It's been a while since we were able to talk about the same people.

Jade chewed up one of my flip flops. I liked those flip flops too :(

If I get a job with either of those places, this could turn out to be a very short journal.

Today I applied for a job, I got an email back asking when would be a good time for an interview out of the times she gave to me. I email back a time that would be good, then no response. I find a phone number in the sig, call her, and she says she's not taking more interviews. WTF?!

We took Jade the puppy to dog training classes and she's learned how to look at me on command and how to sit. She's a good dog, but she gets into a lot of things. Hopefully she'll get past her chewing phase.

I dunno. I just lost motivation to do anything anymore. I feel like I just.... exist now.

I haven't felt like myself today. I'm not sure why.  Maybe I'm having anxiety problems again or something.

I did get some weeds pulled up in the garden today. There's a lot so I didn't get around to doing them all. I gotta save something for next time I think.

I've started a new blog, where I go through all our Red Alert 3 games, and analyze them thoroughly. I am actually expecting only 3 people to EVER lay eyes on it... and that is me and my two brothers. Well, anyone is free to look at it ( http://ra3replays.blogspot.com ) but c'mon, who's gonna care but me and my bros?

Anyways, since not much happened, I'm not gonna report much for now. Goodnight.

Okay, so today I was gonna go to church but wasn't able to get out of bed. I think I heard the alarm going off, but wasn't able to wake up. I ended up getting out of bed at noon.

Walked outside and found this huge tree root had grown through my backyard lawn. This isn't the first time I found such a root, and pulling it from the ground tore up a lot of grass. Kinda seems like something from a video game or a sci fi movie or something.

The dog, Jade was sick today. She's been throwing up a lot and seems a lot more sluggish. I Hope she's okay. Took her on a walk this afternoon though. She seemed alright. I'm not sure what's going on with her.

Had spaghetti for dinner tonight. Most of it was thrown into a dish and baked for baked spaghetti.

Well, I finally beat Lunar today. After all these years I finally did beat that game. Wasn't too keen on the ending though. How did Althena suddenly become Luna again? And how did Alex and Luna survive? How did Ghaleon get that power anyway? Oh well, doesn't matter. Game was damn good and I play a lot of the songs from Lunar on the harmonica. One thing I didn't know was that Lunar takes place on the moon, which was terraformed. Makes me want to hurry up and terraform the moon so we can make this game really happen.

We took the dog to the dog park today. She loves to run around with other dogs. I wandered off to the tennis courts and found a bunch of tennis balls that have been abandoned. I removed some abandoned items from the park that people just left there. I'm doing my part for the environment and I get to work on my curveball and my eephus pitch.

Not much else happened today. Giving thought to moving to Atlanta, but not sure if that's going to come to pass or not. It would be cool to be in Braves country, but I'm gonna miss my friends Jordan and Eddie if I go. We'll see what happens.

Okay, so not much happened today. Studied more of the A+ exam book, played my harmonica, the usual.

Hung out with my friend Jordan tonight. He played guitar and I played harmonica with him. Aside from that, we spent most of the night watching youtube clips and watching FMV's from Lunar. Nothing too exciting happened.

The dog seems to entertain me a lot. We call her Booger, which evolved to Boogner. Her real name is Jade. For some reason, I love watching her tear up old magazines and phone books. She's so funny to watch. Today I threw the tennis ball and watch her chase after it. Puppies make everything better.

My friend Eddie thinks he can get me a job working with him in a call center. He says they're hiring 10 more people. My old supervisor also is trying to get me on at my old job. I wonder when my days of being unemployed are going to end. I lost my job back in August, worked for a month at another company, then lost that job... so it's been since the end of September. A LOT has changed within me since then, and I think I'm a different person now. Not sure how, but in some ways, I have changed.

Hopefully I get an ocarina for Christmas so I can play that. It would be something different from the harmonica, but still a wind instrument. Someone suggested I learn to play the sax, which would be great, but a sax would be expensive. Still, playing an instrument helps me a lot.

My brother got his computer fixed, so as soon as he gets Red Alert 3, we're going to play online again. I started a new blog about our Red Alert 3 games, and maybe I'll start making entries soon as I watch these replays and such.

12/15/2011

I think this blog is going to chronicle what I do every day.  I still don't think anybody is going to read it so I'm safe to post a bit of personal info here.
Didn't sleep much. Got woken up at 6:30 AM. Went back to sleep at about 8 or so.

Started studying the A+ book again. Taking notes this time. Did up to the end of chapter 3
Played Modern Warfare 3 online with Jordan and friends, only to find out I lost my touch. I had a headache so I didn't do so great.
I'm wondering if I'm ever going to find a decent job anytime soon. My ex supervisor from 7 years ago is trying to get me back on at the gate company. My friend might talk to his boss at a call center and get me on there. I've been touching up my resume as a computer tech. Maybe when I get A+ certified things will open up more. Gotta bring my resume back to Geek Squad in January.
Atlanta Falcons beat the Jaguars pretty bad tonight. Watched that game with my ol lady.
Playing Lunar on Playstation again. In the last dungeon. Just beat Royce, about to fight Xenobia. I want to play Skyrim now but too tired.
Had chicken and mashed potatoes and snap peas for supper.
I think I'm going to record myself playing harmonica on my little tape player.
I think when a relief pitcher runs out in baseball, one of them should use Magus' theme.

Today: I'm picking up the harmonica again and playing a lot of sad songs. A harmonica is awesome for when you're feeling sad and depressed. I'm still unemployed now, and trying not to be a major downer to anybody. Playing harmonica works wonders.

Video Games: Adam's computer needs to get fixed so we can play Red Alert 3 online again. Even though I have Skyrim and Modern Warfare 3, Red Alert 3 is STILL my favorite video game that I have now... well, I'm also playing Lunar again on the Playstation and I'm at the final dungeon. I wonder why Ghaleon made such a heel turn like he did... and where DID he get all that magic power anyway?

I wonder if I should give this blog a theme so that others can read it and might take interest in this.... or perhaps I'll just keep it secret and post my personal feelings. Well, it's not actually private, but come on.... who wants to read the crap I would write about anyway? Not like I'm ever going to link anyone here and it's not like anyone's actually going to look me up here.

First post

So I created this blog for me to rant and rave about stuff. I'll be posting opinions, ideas, concepts, and whatever comes to mind.
People who have seen this blog so far: Zero (I just made it)
People who probably will see it: One (That's my prediction)